Showing posts with label motherhood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label motherhood. Show all posts

Monday, May 10, 2010

Mother's Day 2010


Happy Mother's Day Mom!



I was blessed to have lots of lovely flowers to brighten my day! E and J hiked the mountain and came back with lovely wildflowers-just for me. Big Daddy brought me a lovely bouquet with pink roses, lilies and other beautiful things.

I am a lucky girl.

(someday I might write about how conflicted I am about such holidays--just not today)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Primary Program


In our church(LDS) we have an annual children's Sacrament program. They practice the songs the entire year. Some are ones they have already known and some are new. Each child also has a speaking part in the program. These programs teach what they know about Jesus Christ and his mission and how they can return to live with him.


Today was that program. It is always fun to walk into the chapel and see all the children and their teachers in the choir seats. My favorites to watch are always the Sunbeams. These are the children that are brand new into Primary. They are 3-5 years old. Mr. J is a Sunbeam this year so he was front and center, right next to the podium. He was so cute up there with his sharp new haircut, white shirt and tie---oh wait--his tie was missing! I kept watching him throughout the Sacrament. He would sit quietly, then he would mess his hair up. He would then look over to Hunter and pull a face. Then he would look into the audience and smoosh his face up. After putting his hands in his mouth and almost sticking out his tongue, he would fold his arms and lay on the stand(they were behind the stand). This would last about thirty seconds and the entire scene would repeat- with the exception of the hair rubbing, he must have gotten tired of that.


After the Sacrament was finished the children's portion of the meeting began. The children would carefully watch the music director as she guided them with her hands to nicely stand to sing their song. J would JUMP out of his chair. The song would begin, he would sing the first two words and then stop. Occasionally, he would sing the last word of a phrase. Mostly, he stood there and looked awfully cute. The other children started saying their parts. J was starting to get tired, so at this point he started to lay on the pulpit. It is a pulpit that has a base and then center that raises up and down according to the speakers height. He would lay his head down, and then sit up, pull faces at Hunter, notice Mom, smile his cute smile, and then he would lay his head down again. During one of his quick naps he turned his head a bit too much and GOT HIS HEAD STUCK under the center of the podium! STUCK!!!! He went to move his head and realized it was stuck and freaked a bit, while doing so raised his head up and smacked the pulpit. He grabbed his head and dropped to the floor. Except for the little autistic boy that sang every song with GUSTO, my little J man was certainly my entertainment throughout the program! He did say his part when asked, it wasn't too hard. He was asked who got baptized in the River Jordan---he answered; Jesus.


I love watching the children sing in this program. From the littlest Sunbeams in the front row to the oldest (11)boys in the back, they are all there in their varying moods. We have the little girl who is so excited that she sings every word perfectly and loudly. The boys in the back who are just about too cool to still be in Primary. They are barely singing at all. They are probably only giving a little lip service so that their Mom's won't get mad. The teachers and singing leaders work so hard teaching these children the principles of the gospel every single week. I am so grateful that there are people that are willing to take two hours of their church time to teach these young spirits. They really do learn more than it seems.


Today was the last time I will have a little Sunbeam on the front row. As I watched him lay his sweet little sassy head down on that stand I thought what a joy he has been(most of the time).


These sweet little babies grow up much too fast.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Tired

It is Wednesday and I feel like it must be Friday. I have been running around like a crazy person since we returned from our lake adventure.

I am tired, bone tired.

I am going to bed. It is 9:03 p.m.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Don't Blink


When did this happen?
MissA wanted to have some pictures taken today---this is what I found when we finished.
When did my little girl turn into a stunningly beautiful young woman?
This week she will turn sixteen.
Where did the time go? It all happened so fast.












Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Random Bits of Nothingness!

*My computer is alive! However, we are going to be adding a bigger hard drive so we will be without it again. So, my posts will be sparse--with no pictures.

*It is still winter here. It is April-Spring must come soon!

*I bought lovely daffodils for my table. My wonderful tulips finally bit the dust.

*I am still struggling with energy, the cold and dark weather just doesn't help me want to go out and go running! I am trying to enlist a friend to start going to the gym in the mornings with me. Perhaps it will be the motivation I need.

*I have been studying my photography books. The more I study the less I know.

*I am avoiding laundry. I have mounds.

*My children have been doing more chores--happy Momma-not so happy kids!

*I went to a scripture study class today and came home depressed. I don't think that is the intention of the class. I felt unlearned and like a failure as a mother. I took the little man to McDonald's after to try and relieve a little gloom.

*I bought more frozen fruit and raw spinach so I can have my green smoothies again.

*My best friend leaves tomorrow for a trip to Germany---without me! I will miss her, every single day.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Now I Understand

I remember being a new Mom. I would go places and people would tell me to enjoy her, it goes too fast, make sure that I enjoyed this time because it gets harder. I didn't understand them. I was often so tired. Maybe they had forgotten how hard toddlers can be? Feeding constantly, chasing, wiping, holding and then doing it all again and again.

I NOW understand--I am to the harder----I now tell new Mom's to hold those babies tight and breathe them in---sit and hold them for hours on end--because it changes and it changes fast.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Why?

Why do my children keep garbage? I don't mean things that I think are garbage but they think are treasures ---like the broken McDonald's toy that has been slept with for weeks. I mean actual garbage. Wrappers from candy, lids from containers, broken boxes, crayon wrappers. Why?

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

December Daily---December 8, 2008

December daily --December 8, 2008

Today's focus changed suddenly--Little Man was horsing around while we were preparing for the single ward to come to our home for a special Christmas family home evening. He was climbing on the couch and came off of the back. The cry was different, then the whimper was as well. I looked over and knew that his arm was broken. Such timing! Ten minutes before 40 people are going to be arriving, rolls in the oven, chocolate to warm for the fountain, bananas and pumpkin roll to cut.

I head to the emergency room with the Little Man's arm on his Thomas pillow with Mr. Man and MissE there ---why were they there again? Luckily for us they take him right in. The ex-rays show both bones broken completely through, bent at about a 45 degree angle. They knock him out with what they call a conscious sedation. He wasn't thrilled about the i.v. and he jerked when the needle poked him so they had to do it again.

He has a temporary soft splint until the swelling goes down and then he will have a hard cast for about six weeks.

I guess that the party went well. There wasn't much food left. There were two slices of pumpkin roll-my first attempt ever! They turned out really good and were not hard at all!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Sometimes it seems like too much!

I have needed to download pictures from my camera for a few weeks. I have also needed to burn a cd for my beautiful niece of her wedding photos. I also need to exercise, lose weight, color my hair, clean my scrapbook studio, do laundry, wash windows, mop the kitchen, call the carpet cleaner for a bid, call for a Dr.s appointment, Christmas shopping, cards, put away Halloween decor, put up Thanksgiving decor, plan preschool,do my visiting teaching, plan cub scouts, learn how to knit, call my Mom, have liposuction, tummy tuck, boob job and figure out world peace!



Maybe I will just go take a shower!~

Monday, November 03, 2008

Monday

Monday!

After a sugar laden weekend it is a good thing that Monday has come around! I am in clean up mode. I hope that by the time the kiddies get here and my Mr. Sweetness arrives it will once again look like a home instead of a riot zone!

We had our power out from 12 noon until 7:30 am this morning. It was quite the event. We are blessed because we have a generator so we were able to bring it in and plug in the electric frying pan. We forgot about our big standup lights-the kind you use with construction. When Mr. Sweetness got home he brought those in.

It was actually very, very nice to just sit in our living room and talk. The kids couldn't leave. Mom and Dad had nowhere to go. I was thinking that perhaps we need to have "no power" night once a month or so---just so that we can connect a bit as a family.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Reality

Remember how I was so blessed the other day? Well, today is one of the other days!~ I am looking around my house after our sugar induced coma not able to find any semblance of order. I have in taken more sugar than I have for six weeks. I am definitely not "feeling the joy"!

I seem to be the only one that can actually see the messes in this house.

Off to another pile!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Sometimes

Sometimes I get a glimpse of heaven. I am usually too busy with laundry and such to pay attention.

My sweet little man is in the kitchen just talking away--to himself. Mr. Man(#2) is sleeping soundly in the chair behind me. I can hear the bus coming up the hill to drop of MissE. Besides these noises it is quiet.

I am a blessed Momma.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Growing


"Time flies!"

I remember when I would just shake my head when "older" people would talk about how fast time goes. I remember just wanting it to go faster so I would be 12, 16, graduate, go to college, etc.

Now I understand.

My son is now 12. This is a very important age in our church(LDS). At 12 most boys are interviewed and if found worthy they are given the Priesthood. Which is a very rich blessing! They begin as Deacons and have certain responsibilities that they take care of.

Today my son left to gather Fast offerings. These are donations from members that are used to help people in need. They are called fast offerings because as members we are encouraged to fast for two meals once a month. The money that we would have spent on those two meals can be donated to help those that are in need. In our church services today he will help prepare and pass the Sacrament to the congregation.

Time flies---Now I understand.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Recent Bravery



I am not brave. I never have been. I haven't ever liked scary movies, spook alley's or anything involving risk. Bungee jumping? No. Cliff Jumping? Think again. Really steep ski runs? Maybe-but only on a sunny day.
I have had an experience recently that has changed my perspective. I am a very brave woman.

I have been in my car with my fifteen year old driving. If that isn't brave I don't know what is!

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Sweet Baby of Mine


It never ceases to amaze me how beautiful little children are when they are sleeping.


Friday, September 05, 2008

Not as Planned


Today was my son's 12th birthday party. His birthday isn't for about 10 days but with football practice and games we knew that it would be difficult to schedule. Well, we decided that we would go to the IRock. It is an indoor rock climbing center.

This sounded great to me. I put on a skirt(one of three things I can wear) and a cute necklace, stashed a book and my ipod into my camera bag. This is what I had in mind while six boys climbed rocks.

This is what I ended up doing---



I was the belayer! I had to help ALL SIX BOYS. I had to wear some attractive shorts that they gave me to use.

This was much, much harder than I thought it would be! Two of the boys are as big(or bigger) than me. I was exhausted! My arms and hands were killing me. I was so glad that the remaining three boys decided they were finished. (three had to leave early for football)

Did I get to read my book, listen to my ipod or take pictures? No--lucky for me, my birthday boy took a few shots!
Happy Birthday, Bubba!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

A Good Place To Be



I don't think that there is any place that I would rather be than with a little one cuddled up under my chin.

My little MissE had the camera this day. I am glad that she did!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Car or Garbage truck?


I often wonder if I drive a Suburban or a Garbage Truck!


This is the mound of STUFF that I pulled out of the INSIDE of the car--NOT the trunk part!


Why is it so difficult to actually take with you what you bring? My husband has gotten after me for years about my messy car. I have told him repeatedly that when he really lives my life then he can say something about it!


This is usually what happens. We get in the car to go to a ball game(or any other place). It is cold so everyone grabs a blanket and a coat, we might also have a tablet and backpacks, books etc. We wouldn't want to be bored. We return from the ballgame and the only thing that is taken out of the car is my personal purse and my coat. I help unbuckle #4 and then we go in the house, I plan on returning. I get inside and #2 and #3 are fighting, the dog has knocked over the garbage, homework is shoved in my face, dinner isn't ready, piano needs practiced, the phone rings, I wipe a bum or two, clean up a spill or two, read a book, sign homework, answer the phone again, do a load of laundry(or five), make sure dinner is cleaned up, prayers said and get ready for bed! That is why my car is messy! I am only one person!


Wednesday, April 30, 2008

To Do List


Do you ever wish that this was still YOUR to-do list?
(list by MissE)
#3-ask Mom to tuck me inn---it is hard to read!

Crazy Girl!


Mom--

Write about how I discovered my dyslexia today and about my car wreck and all the other things I told you about today, in your blog!!

Love,

#1 girl!




Cracked me up!
(sticking her entire fist in her mouth is one of her hidden talents! She is also fine, the wreck wasn't too bad-stupid boy drivers! She thinks she is dyslexic because she is mixing things up all the time.
She thinks I don't write about her enough!)